藥爻

‘Untitled one’ is a selection of work employed photography ,texts and painting based on the theme ‘Nihilism’

I doubt my existence.

Nihilism to me is just like my twin born in the same womb but eaten by me. It influenced every step I took, every thought I had in the past, and will be in the future. That’s how it situated me. These kind of believes had put me into a special place that have different,even strange perspective for life since I was able to think and feel the world. I don’t believe we live for a reason and ever had a meaning no matter past or future.Everything is nothing. All the name came with meaning will gone.So its called ‘Untitled one’.

I want to prove.

But surviving is just my instincts as a human being. The instincts that I didn’t choose to start but to stay. Because of that, I created memories and be given the past. I capture every moment when I feel its narrative. I make memories When I believe it can pass on my feelings. All of this is just like yelling in the silence.

My doubts make me seeking the evidence of my existence which I am always chasing for. This is my little step on the path of proving.

I live in my every creation, every memory I kept.

I made it nature,strong,offensive.Like everything it brought to me since the night i start think about it.Its a trap.

It is the evidence,the process of my existence and struggle as a grain sand in the universe.